The nights turtle fishing

I saw your pictures flash past on facebook -- and I think back to 2004..

Do you remember the turtle fishing, the pseudo candle light dinner that your mom prepared, the valentine's day surprise. The memories float through space, and I feel as if I've transcended across the barrier of time. I was too confused then, my heart too tied up with someone else too useless to even care about. How silly. Boy I wish you will never discover this blog, it would have been so obvious.

Why didn't I see more in you then? What was I thinking saving myself for someone else? It's funny how you see things differently years down, and feel utterly retarded.

I wonder years on will I look back at something like that now? I fear.

I hope you have a happy marriage, John.