It's been a while... some while...
And at a point like this, sometimes I look at the spiritual fathers of today and wonder how they got there. What about the seemingly spiritual people who are actually evil underneath. A wolf in sheep's clothing.
How do we tell them apart?
Hopeless Romantic
I think we both fell in love together, at the same time, but separately.
And I know this once you love this girl, and I wish you all the best, truly. We spent 4 good years together, but you and me both will make better futures with whoever you or I end up with.
And I have closed that chapter on you before, many moons ago, but now I lock it up and throw away the keys. Merry Christmas, I wish you all the best.
I am happy for you, and what the future may bring for our lives.
Merry Christmas, and have a happy 2013, Ming Shen. And Merry Christmas, Sherman. This will hopefully be the first of many Christmases we spend together.
And all is peaceful and quiet once again as I ask God to come through for us. He can. And He will.
And I know this once you love this girl, and I wish you all the best, truly. We spent 4 good years together, but you and me both will make better futures with whoever you or I end up with.
And I have closed that chapter on you before, many moons ago, but now I lock it up and throw away the keys. Merry Christmas, I wish you all the best.
I am happy for you, and what the future may bring for our lives.
Merry Christmas, and have a happy 2013, Ming Shen. And Merry Christmas, Sherman. This will hopefully be the first of many Christmases we spend together.
And all is peaceful and quiet once again as I ask God to come through for us. He can. And He will.
Giving YOU 6 months
I am giving You 6 months of my life, for me to know you in a more intimate way, for You to show me more of Your heart.
I want to put aside all distractions, I want to put them at your feet, and I want to spend time knowing my father's heart. How it beats, the way it beats for me. I want to be enveloped in Your love.
So take me as I am, help me to understand You more, to walk in Your way, to allow myself to be moulded by You. To cast every crown before your throne; to only look to You, as the centre of my life.
Speak because Your sheep hear Your voice and I yearn to know You as You know me. Love You, Dad.
I want to put aside all distractions, I want to put them at your feet, and I want to spend time knowing my father's heart. How it beats, the way it beats for me. I want to be enveloped in Your love.
So take me as I am, help me to understand You more, to walk in Your way, to allow myself to be moulded by You. To cast every crown before your throne; to only look to You, as the centre of my life.
Speak because Your sheep hear Your voice and I yearn to know You as You know me. Love You, Dad.
This is GRACE
17th October marks my 1 year with the Lord.
Well, loosely, 1 year. And hasn't it been a journey now.
It's not been easy, sometimes I struggle with the tasks I have in front of me, I fight to understand what my destiny is, I try to be the best daughter I can be. And many times, most times, I fail. Miserably. And the times I think I've made it, days later, I fall flat on my face.
But I dig my heels in and press on -- it is only by His grace that I am alive today, that I am standing here, and in reckless abandonment, I say, "Take my life, take it all, I surrender heart and soul, from now on, I live for you, only you."
Lord, it isnt easy, sometimes I strain to hear your voice, and I trust that you speak. Sometimes it gets so confusing, trying to do what is right, but at the same time, not fully knowing what is right. Taking baby steps to walk towards you, where you are standing with open arms.
I am yours, forever, I want to love you and serve you all the days of my life. And I want to be on fire for you everyday, where my heart beats with oneness with the heaven. I live to please you, to forever be a woman after God's heart. So use me.
Well, loosely, 1 year. And hasn't it been a journey now.
It's not been easy, sometimes I struggle with the tasks I have in front of me, I fight to understand what my destiny is, I try to be the best daughter I can be. And many times, most times, I fail. Miserably. And the times I think I've made it, days later, I fall flat on my face.
But I dig my heels in and press on -- it is only by His grace that I am alive today, that I am standing here, and in reckless abandonment, I say, "Take my life, take it all, I surrender heart and soul, from now on, I live for you, only you."
Lord, it isnt easy, sometimes I strain to hear your voice, and I trust that you speak. Sometimes it gets so confusing, trying to do what is right, but at the same time, not fully knowing what is right. Taking baby steps to walk towards you, where you are standing with open arms.
I am yours, forever, I want to love you and serve you all the days of my life. And I want to be on fire for you everyday, where my heart beats with oneness with the heaven. I live to please you, to forever be a woman after God's heart. So use me.
Ground ZERO
There ain't no party like the holy ghost party, cuz the holy ghost parties non stop!
Back to basics, once again, eyes on the prize, putting on the blinders.
Focused only on YOU alone. JESUS.
Back to basics, once again, eyes on the prize, putting on the blinders.
Focused only on YOU alone. JESUS.
Bible School
It would be really nice if one day I could go to Bethel Supernatural School of Ministry... wow. Now that would blow my mind...
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