Spoilt Rotten

I stumbled on an acquaintance's blog and I begin scrolling and trolling pages after pages of words and pictures imprinted on my screen. Blogs have now become impersonal. Bloggers with large readership write what they know their readers want to read - how many actually write what they actually feel? Anyhoo, maybe there's only a handful. I hope I will not ever "sell out".

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Grace and I had a lot of heart to heart time this weekend. Perhaps I see myself in her, I see the me that I was 10 years ago. How times have changed. How my eyes have opened, how I have grown up. I pray Grace will find someone who will love her and treat her well. And in that same vein, that I will find someone like that as well.

So Sue calls me this AM and tells me she has someone to matchmake me with. I think I have the best friends in this world, they care so much for me! hah!

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I took the MRT home this morning and got a lot of thinking done on the train. The thing about train trips that I love so much is that it allows me to slow down, and just digest the things have have been happening in my life; where I'm going, what I'm doing. I guess there needs to be a facelift soon.

Cheryln's mother said to me "Trust God". I think I should.

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In other very very bizarre news today, "S" contacted me and made a very very wild proposition. I think he was joking, but I guess Ill only know if I find out. I should meet him for dinner next week, just to see how things pan out. Sometimes I wonder if he really is Ming Shen's friends or not -- with friends like him, don't need enemies already....