Yes it is hard to see how your life now revolves around another person, but I am getting better by the day. And like a child, I am pulling out one splinter- one at a time each day, until one day there will be no more "sting".
I feel stronger, almost like a phoenix rising out of the ashes. I feel as if pain cannot penetrate my core anymore. I lie awake in the morning to the buzz from my alarm clock and as I bury my head in the sheets, and immediately turn on my cell phone to tune into worship songs.
Ahhh.. mornings are amazing, starting them with Jesus.